Updated: Jun 2
If I could go forward in time
I'd see if everything's the same
I'd see how the stars of fate's aligned
If I even deserve a second chance
Are we really never gonna talk about it?
Is this really how it ends?
You walking out the door in your midnight dress
And my silence answering the lingering questions
'It's for the best,' only for you
I stand here all alone in this empty room,
In my tear soaked jumpsuit, I wait
I wait until I’m ready to face you again
I wait until I’m ready to apologise
You know this was two-sided, but you’ve left me thinking it’s all on me
So now I’m doubting myself, as if you never hurt me
But I’ll be ready, one day
One day, when I can look back
And see this not for what it is;
A painful trial and error
But for the happiness it once was
Some say there’s always a dark cloud covering the sunshine,
Darling, if anything, I’m sorry I’m the reason you never really shined bright.